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It has been so long since Ive been on this thing.Theres alot that has been going on,but Ill only write about recent things.
College is ok.Ive made a few new friends,especially my roomates.I love them so much lol! But to tell u the truth,Im really missing all of u guys from Seb.All my old friends and all u guys still there,I really do miss u all.I feel completely out of the loop and Im lacking the closeness of you guys.I feel lonely,I really do.I miss u guys so much.
My mom informed me today that my dog Hershey is going to be put to sleep on Friday afternoon.Now this is my puppy dog.She likes me the best and Im the one that always hugged her and played with her and payed attention to her.I used to go home when I was feeling down and cuddle with her and tell her everything and shed give me kisses and make me feel better.I used to think she was the only one who truly cared about me.I feel terrible too bc she got sick about 3 days after I left for college.She has kidney failure and hasnt eaten in days.Shes dropped about 30 pounds in 3 weeks and throws up all her food.She can barely get up to go to the bathroom and barely wags her tail at all anymore.I know that shes in pain and that shes suffering,and I hate the fact that Im not there for her right now.I love her so much.I feel so horrible that Im not there for her right now to hug and love on her.She deserves it,shes the best dog in the world.Always sweet and happy,always wanting to play with you,never doing anything wrong.Oh my god I am going to miss her so much.Im going down there on Friday to say goodbye and be with her when she goes.This is going to be one of the hardest things Ive ever had to go through.Ive never lost anyone so close to me.I really dont know how im going to deal with it.
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[18 May 2006|11:28pm] |
Come to my Graduation Open House on Sunday May 21 from 2-6 pm!!! Just come anytime and hang out and get free food!!
Directions:Pull into Vero Lake estates from the front entrance.Go straight and turn right at 101 Ave. Go straight and turn left on 92nd ST. Then go 3 roads down to 102nd Ct.and make a left.My house is the first one on the left.See you all there!!!!
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| Graduation |
[17 May 2006|12:17pm] |
Well ive been reading all of your entries about graduation and the beginning of a new life.I dont know but im pretty excited about everything thats coming up.Ive known for a long time now that ive wanted a big change.Im exremely excited about being on my own and meeting new people.Sure I feel a little scared but alot more excited.I need this change,its going to be a good thing for me,I can feel it.And im not really sad about leaving everybody.Ill be visiting the people that mattter to me,and the ones that dont,I wont miss.So im very excited about everything coming up.I only wish that college started alot sooner than August!!
Come to my Graduation Open House on Sunday May 21 from 2-6 pm!!! Just come anytime and hang out and get free food!!
Directions:Pull into Vero Lake estates from the front entrance.Go straight and turn right at 101 Ave. Go straight and turn left on 92nd ST. Then go 3 roads down to 102nd Ct.and make a left.My house is the first one on the left.See you all there!!!!
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[09 Jan 2006|06:40pm] |
well life is going pretty good I guess.more relaxed...kinda glad christmas and such is over.
im pretty boring lol.
alex and i are good.my family is driving me crazy but whats new?
yea my life is pretty sad.
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[16 Nov 2005|05:28pm] |
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LINDSAYYYYYYY!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!!!
The big 1-8 woohoo!! lol its kinda cool.Anyways hope u enjoy ur massage (my idea in the first place) lol.Hope you have a perfectly wonderful day!!
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[09 Nov 2005|04:45pm] |
To every guy that says I love you.
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To every guy that cooks dinner for her.
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To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful."
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This one is for you...
If you are a nice guy repost this: "Nice guys finish last."
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[20 Oct 2005|10:12pm] |
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Oh my gosh people were annoying me soo much today.I pretty much wanted to kill the people on my podium.Sorry Tim for hitting u in the head I was getting really frustrated trying to get everyone to be quiet.But I just couldnt deal with people today.It started out fine and by 7th period i was in a horrible mood and something happened that got me upset and the rest of my day was just bad.But whatever its one day.its not like it matters or anyone cares right.maybe I'll just skip chamber winds and sleep in tomorrow.we have an assembly anyways so it doesnt matter if I miss.
so pissed the competition is cancelled.it feels like theres nothing to look forward to anymore.school sucks and band sucks and people suck.Basically my whole life sucks.But this is just me feeling sorry for myself so dont bother to notice.I know I shouldnt but I cant help it sometimes.
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[20 Oct 2005|03:29pm] |
HELP ME!!!!!!!!
I have no idea how to download photos off the internet!!
or how to paste them on myspace!!!
I am getting soooooo frustrated!!!!
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[19 Oct 2005|03:55pm] |
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I have a new email address and IM name. its CherubChelsea@aol.com and my IM is CherubChelsea. Hope this helps a bit!!
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[12 Oct 2005|12:38pm] |
1. I _____Chelsea.
2. Chelsea is ____.
3. Chelsea is my ____.
4. I want to ____ Chelsea
5. Chelsea can ____ my ____.
6. Chelsea needs ____.
7. Chelsea can be ____.
8. I think Chelsea should ____.
9. Without Chelsea I would ____.
10. Best thing about Chelsea is ____.
11. Worst thing about Chelsea is ____.
12. Meeting Chelsea was ____.
13. Chelsea reminds me of ____.
14. Someday Chelsea will ____.
15. I wish Chelsea would ____ for me.
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[03 Oct 2005|04:04pm] |
"You'll Think Of Me"
I woke up early this morning around 4am
With the moon shining bright as headlights on the interstate
I pulled the covers over my head and tried to catch some sleep
But thoughts of us kept keeping me awake
Ever since you found yourself in someone else's arms
I've been tryin' my best to get along
But that's OK
There's nothing left to say, but
Take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories I don't need'em
Take your space and take your reasons
But you'll think of me
And take your cat and leave my sweater
'Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me, you'll think of me
I went out driving trying to clear my head
I tried to sweep out all the ruins that my emotions left
I guess I'm feeling just a little tired of this
And all the baggage that seems to still exist
It seems the only blessing I have left to my name
Is not knowing what we could have been
What we should have been
So
Take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories I don't need'em
Take your space and take your reasons
But you'll think of me
And take your cat and leave my sweater
'Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me
Someday I'm gonna run across your mind
Don't worry, I'll be fine
I'm gonna be alright
While you're sleeping with your pride
Wishing I could hold you tight
I'll be over you
And on with my life
So take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories I don't need'em
And take your cat and leave my sweater
'Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me
So take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories I don't need'em
Take your space and all your reasons
But you'll think of me
And take your cat and leave my sweater
'Cause we got nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me, you'll think of me, yeah
And you're gonna think of me
Oh someday baby, someday.
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[23 Sep 2005|03:31pm] |
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| What a random entry lol! |
[07 Sep 2005|09:20pm] |
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Well I had a pretty good day today.School was ok,band was fun! I had senior pictures today and I REALLY hope that they come out okay.If they look bad then I'll probably get really mad! but I think that they like touch stuff up in them so they shouldnt be too bad.I wore like a blueshirt for a full body shot,a long sleeve shirt and jeans for black and white,and a green shirt for the 3/4 head shot.I was kinda excited.
I am SOOOOOOOO excited for the game on Friday.I even excited for the performance on Thursday lol.It'll feel good to be in the stands again and performing, I've missed it.I hope that its fun and that nothing goes wrong,like rain or stupid people,or messing up,or people not listening...so many things!! but we'll do great.
I really think that our show is starting to get better too.Its coming together better and the sound is beginning to get really good and powerful.the DMs are slowly (lol) getting better too.Sometimes,especially when we get tired,we do some bad habits but we'll grow outta them.And we have alot of energy so thats good.Im havin a few problems with tempos a little but when practice gets going I get better as we go along.I can't wait for Peach Bowl!!!! We've even worked on the salute and some cues.I practiced tonight but my arms started hurting lol.
I sang "you are so beautiful to me" (the song) to my dog!! how pathetic but I thought it was hilarious!! I love my dogs so much!
Wow this is a really random journal entry lol.im kinda in a weird like peaceful kinda bubbly mood right now.Lol i dont know but it's better than me PMSing the last two days lol!! oh and sorry for all the typos im trying to type in the half-dark lol!!
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[04 Sep 2005|05:32pm] |
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KATIEEEEEEEEEE!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!
Congrats on the big 1-8!! hope ur havin a great day!!
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| biggest band dorks ever!!!! |
[03 Sep 2005|10:17pm] |
Goin to Gatorville!!!!! to visit buchholz!!!
it started out on Friday when Michael almost forgets to pick me up to go to SJ's house.It was mike,me,chieca,angela,katie,lindsay in one car.We drive to sj's house and almost die on the way from a semi-truck and the hardest rain ever lol.After getting lost we finally get ther to have to load our stuff in the van in the rain.So we all squish in and we're on our way.We hit traffic on the way so we get to gatorville at about 7.We head to the house and inhale some food and head out to the Buchholz game!
We get there just in time like 5 minutes left in 2nd quarter.We're all wearing our band shirts and everyone was staring at us and we felt really stupid lol.We then told the band staff who we were and they let us up into the band stands.From there we watched the show and it was extremely clean.However not the most exciting show but very nice on everything else.Then we went and talked to everyone like the dms and watched drumline.There was a drum-with and it was soo cool,everyone dancing and having fun.I wish we could do that.There were also QUITE a few good looking people on the drumline!!
Then we went back up to the stands for the rest of the game and hung out with joanna,viviana,and larissa,and the leadership people.The other band (Columbia high) was extremely unorganized.But they looked like they were having fun and headbanging and stuff.well after getting a few phone numbers...as in the cutest snare player/boy i have EVER seen,so im really lookin forward to that lol...we headed out.
We go back to the house and we couldnt fall asleep b/c we were laughing too much.After a few rounds of MASH we finally drift off.Well waking up at 4 am and finding ur air mattress has now become a floor mattress is not very fun.so i moved onto a loveseat and couldnt sleep for the rest of the night.
Woke up to a big breakfast and headed out to the mall.Saw the BEST SHIRT EVER but I'll just make one myself b/c it was too expensive.Bought some stuff and went back and packed and headed home.Took 3 1/2 hors to get home but it was alright.Came home and took a well needed shower and went to my gma's and hung out with the family.
And thats pretty much it.im tired. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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[02 Sep 2005|03:12pm] |
I pretty much love Michael Bretton.He makes band hilarious!We have so much fun.I <33333 B days and band!!
Today was so good.It was just such a good day.No reason really i was just extremely hyper and excited lol!
I am sooooooooooooooooooooo excited for tonight!!!! Buchholzzzzzzzzz!!!
I might even be nice to Joanna...
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[01 Sep 2005|02:55pm] |
i
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Chieca
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| Everything has been improving... |
[30 Jun 2005|11:42am] |
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Well things are going MUCH better.Im back in a good mood and rearing to go with energy.I don't know what was wrong with me a few days ago.I just hope that it doesnt come back...if it does I know I can count on you guys!
Yesterday had my meeting with Pam Proctor.Turns out drum major and band is my "hook" (like I couldnt figure that one out!). It was helpful though and she is really nice.
Went to a party and the movies last night after work.I saw the cutest kitten1 she is like 3 weeks old and I got to feed her from a bottle!! SOOO cute!
A bunch of us just hung out until about 10:30 when we went to go and see War of The Worlds.It was REALLY scary.I had my friend Jen on one side of me and my sis on the other and we all had our arms linkd and were cowering in fear lol.We kept jumping and gasping!! lol it was so funny.Although the movie was kinda gross my stomach was getting a little bit squeamish...But it was really goo.The ending kinda disappointed me a bit but I won't tell you what it is...
Corey called me last night!! I was soooo excited b/c I wasnt sure I would be hearing from him.He had gone to the USC campus and said its really nice.went to the hollywood star walk thing.They also stayed at the Beverly Hills Hilton.Today they are going to Malibu and have a meeting set up with a real producer.Im excited for him...and more excited he called me! Someone does care lol! J/K.
Im trying to get ahold of Mrs.Wolfe but I dont know her number and I cant get ahold of Luke.Shes the lady that makes the DM uniforms.I'll keep trying b/c I wanted to go up and get the stuff tomorrow.
Thats about it.I've worked alot but I need the money b/c i am in debt! lol oh well!
Byesies!!!!
P.S. has anyone seen or heard from Polina?! I havnt seen her in forever.have her call me if u talk to her!
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